even in the quietest moments

Even in the quietest moments
I wish I knew what I had to do
And even though the sun is shining Well,
I feel the rain, here it comes again, dear

And even when you showed me
My heart was out of tune
For there's a shadow of doubt
That's not letting me find you too soon

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this is a picture taken when i needed to find something in my life, i found it but now i need to find it again