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Note Memy goodness me can you believe that its already November ... i do love Autumn it has to be said but the only thing is the nights are long
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as it gets closer there'll be more ads for my friends as lots of you have birthdays coming up very soon so keep an eye open in your message box
[link][link][link]guess i'm getting old remembering these tunes ... they do bring back memories of much better days ...
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i still can't understand what makes a DD ... i'm not even sure if it matters if you get one or not, i've been viewing the so called DD's of late and i have to say that you my friends post better images so i just don't get it ... but is it important or not getting that acceptance from a bunch of people who we don't know in the slightest, answers on a postcard please to .....
"slightly annoyed that so much shit gets DD's @ PO BOX 666"
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i'm just going through reflective days right now, i just cant get to grips with being on my own still and sometimes it gets to me

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why is it that we hurt each other, is it in our nature to hurt but love at the same time to loose what we hold so dear, to try and grasp at thin air, to find it hard to breath, to feel so totally alone and lost but still feel the love but know its totally lost never to be held again
our logic gives us cause and result but our fate, well that seems beyond our control, isnt it our nature to wonder and to explain, to create a pile of rock, so we are never forget, isnt it our instinct to question how is it that we exist and why and what we are doing,
we loose all our thoughts all our feelings we have no notions of relativity, we try so hard to
you'd think i'd be old enough to be able to handle it but i'm not - sorry
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07/11/10
after the wonderful sunset lastnight i decided to get out there and see if there was going to be anything but this morning the clouds were gathering and i thought "just get a few pictures of trees then go back home" ... i was going to be shocked ...
[link][link]thank you all for bearing with me this weekend, ive taken so many picures mainly because for once the weather has been totally excellent and provided me with both a Sunset and a Sunrise ....
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this will be last entry for November as this afternoon i'm off on a course for the week, i wanted to leave you all with a wonderful November sunrise but alas the sky was grey and there wasnt a single glimmer of any light so i hope you all have a great week and keep snapping, i'll look forward to seeing everything you all upload when i get back
and then i'll have to think about the December feature ... theres been so much wonderful art around this month i just can't wait to share it with you all ....
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good evening everybody well i'm back from my weeks course and i'm a littel brain dead from it, thank you for all the messages and the deviations 741

i'll get round as fast as i can to the messages and thank you all for my birthday wishes ....

just got back from Durham where its been snowing all week but to be honest i never had the chance to venture out as the course was from 0800-1800 daily but i did manage to grab a few to share with you ....
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You do seem sad or melancholy at times on here......but so do I..........Life is better....seems alot of people on Post are all having the same issues....just at different times. I have IMPROVED GREATLY......as far as the health issues, just a little bummed about a few things.......I am TRYING to count my blessings and be more positive. I did notice, I don't really have people I hang out with who are Positive....they are sick or grumpy or sarcastic......My dad is worse this year and they can't visit,they are trying for Christmas I also didn't work or volunteer this deployment, no church, etc..... Chose to stay at home and do school. Going from Home Health and Hospice, after 12 years to Paralegal. .I'm sure this does influenece us.....before I hung out with a pretty positive, active Group, who were more thankful, even when times sucked.....My daughter and I call it the "barbie smile"......but even when these people were "hurting, sad, sick, dying, etc......." they had something, the ones I know now, don't have......The people before all banded together....when one of us was down, there were at least 2 or 3 there to pick you back up....through prayer, cooking a meal, a small gift, a card just laying on your door step but no name on it, etc......Here now, everyoneis out for #1 and will try to help, but limited........I guess we all need the "valleys to appreciate the Mountains".........My husband said "he was tired of the desert and wanted out of the valley" day before yesterday....lol. We are stronger "together" than "alone" just doesn't always work out that way in life......In this area people seem religious and fake.....can't deal with this.....o well, sorry for the rant......
Hope you also have a wonderful day