... and now a new year is underway (2011 wow indeed) i just thought i'd better say "Happy New Year" to all my friends ... i will be doing another art feature very soon ... so i really just wanted to say "thank you all" for making 2010 such a wonderful year for me ...[link]
... powercuts ... powercuts ... oh dear what a night we had here, three powercuts and Virgin Media (my internet provider) went down around 4pm and is still down now (adding this entry from work) ... fingers crossed for the day to get better hehe
... more powercuts ... the sky is full of grey clouds and they are leaking down on me ... so much to do and nowhere to go ... maybe a walk down the canal get some textures of wet metal and rotting wood ... sunrises elude me again ... but music fills my head ....[link]
i just wanted to say a BIG thank you to Darren for the feature ... i really didnt see that coming, you are a great bunch of friends to have in my DA world ... take care all of you [link]
is it hard to just be yourself and if so why is it that people challenge who we are ... even those who don't know us challenge us - why?
"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself - Harvey Fierstein"
"An unfulfilled vocation drains the color from a man's entire existence. ~Honoré de Balzac, "Scnes de la vie Parisienne," La Maison Nucingen, 1838"
life has a funny way of making us look at things and the music we play sometimes alters our perception ... and it came to pass that new music was released by Mogwai .... do check it out [link]
this morning i have seen two fantastic artist please see their work and leave a comment ... something for me to aspire to [link] [link]
i've suddenly realises whilst sitting here this morning (ive been here since 0330 and its now 0420am) drinking tea that January is virtually over ... how or why i have no idea ... the days just seem to have melded into one and suddenly vanished which from my point of view is so unfair ... work makes it unfair ... work replaces my precious time and fills me full of tiredness so my days go so fast and i suddenly feel like i'm missing out BIGTIME on life ... i am missing out i have no-one to hold close to me no-one ... shit i'll never get juse to being on my own even after four years its still one of the crappiest feelings ever ....
sorry ... i just hate the fact that January has flown by so fast ....
its all crap really isnt it ....
and so January draws to a close ... and the coldness that it brought stays with us ... burrowing into our very bones ... and suddenly there is no warmth ... [link]
"remember to carry your tripod with you in February"
Journal Skin by `TwiggyTeeluck
Image from ~BreedStock