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Journal Entry: Sun Aug 8, 2010, 12:27 AM
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well August is slowly drawing to a close i guess, i took far too many pictures this morning i walked down puddle lane at 5am and never got off it until 7am, two hours taking 168 pictures of puddles & things, i must really be a loon

"Mogwai" have been playing all morning on the hifi as i sat in the front room uploading and picking images to put on DA ... had a conversation with an old friend who struggles with me ... mainly because she thinks theres nothing wrong with me and that i shouldnt be on my own ... bless her but i try to tell her .....

so there you go sorry ive just been uploading puddles only of late but i like them .... so all have a great Sunday and end of August, i might not be around much as we are extremely busy at work .... seems the ladies of Germany can't live without make-up
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i'm comtemplating my whole world right now ... my job that i feel so unappreciated in with its continuing workload and thier (my bosses) total lack of understanding for what i have do on a daily basis (they need me but do i need them) ... where i live (i loathe where i live with its noise, dirt and ignorant selfish people)... how i live (not looking for someone to rescue me as someone said to me - ouch ... just looking for someone to fall in love with)... on a personal note i'm feeling fine believe it or not (not suffering from depression as someone said - ouch - knowing i want things to change & trying to change everything doesnt mean i'm depressed does it?) but something has to give ... have a good day out there :D
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i think this is a wonderful project and it shows that we are who we are

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in a funny place right now and ive got a funny feeling ... please note i'm perfectly ok really i am  .... just stuff you know

"Reef - Funny Feeling"

Here comes the sound
Always around
Hot lost, but found
When I am down

This is the sound
Always around
Not lost, but found
When I am down

I've got as funny feeling
And I wish it would go away
I've got a funny feeling
And I wish it would go away
I've got a funny feeling
And it's tearing me up

Shuffled as life
So hold me tight
Before I fall again
So far to fall again

Soothe
Soothe all of my sins


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angry at myself today because i feel like i could just drop everything and start from scratch ... that means EVERYTHING ...

It's kind of like being in a no man's land where you're not really sure what's going on. Some sort of situation or problem is up in the air and isn't expected to be resolved anytime soon and the worse thing of all is not really knowing what it is or whats its about

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.... 520th weekend ....

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  • Listening to: nothing
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:icondani-the-naiad:
~Dani-the-Naiad Aug 9, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
:eager: Visiting! :D
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:icondani-the-naiad:
~Dani-the-Naiad Aug 9, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
:)Yeah...the links. :D Great songs so far! :w00t:
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:iconchriseastmids:
hehe ... it was a strange weekend and i played lots of old songs in the front room .... so i wanted to share them :hug:
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:icondani-the-naiad:
~Dani-the-Naiad Aug 9, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for that! :D
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:iconsilverfernn:
~silverfernn Aug 8, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
hmm, if you don't like your life, why would you want to share that with someone?
or: why would anyone want to share a life that its owner doesn't even like?
maybe you can get rid of the idea that a woman would rescue you and be your own hero, first?
a woman wouldn't change a thing, you know.
I think you need to love and enjoy life, first - and THEN start to share the joy with someone.
no one wants to be chained to a sad guy who doesn't even like his life, that's for sure.
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:iconchriseastmids:
who said i dont enjoy my life????

who says i'm just some sad sack of a guy???

i don't want a woman to rescue me if i wanted that i'd let anyone come into my world

i enjoy my life there's something i want to change yes but we all have things in our lives we want toi change - even you, i just miss having someone in it with me and weekends like this one linger in my memory
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